Saturday, November 7, 2009
off? Doesn't that sound like a wonderful work schedule? Keeping whatever your current salary is off course, just adjusting the days on and off of course. Well that's want this week has looked like. The joke has always been that I would be more than willing to work between 10-2 four days per week at my current schedule. Just enough to allow me to be involved in something other than my own selfishness, but short enough to allow me enough time for all my hobbies if laziness didn't take over. Well on paper this week might look somewhat similar to that but not of my own doing. Mr. Romance had day surgery one day = day off from work to be at hospital. Then the daycare provider's daughter had a 103 fever one day = the little boy wonder having no place to go so mommy got to stay home another day. Now I need to find a profession when I can keep this schedule, adjust the work load to fit the schedule and keep my current salary to pay the mortgage. Any ideas?
I've rambled on now for long enough. As with everything, it's a personal decision that we had to make and to do what is best for our family. I could think about it and make myself sad and depressed and I do worry about it. Then at times I feel with confidence that I'm doing okay and it's what's best for us as a family. What I really need to do is find peace with it, not get defensive and relax. I know that I'm in for a bit of a roller coaster ride for a very long time, I need to remember that and to be completely corny "just let it ride".